A very cold day today... It's been cold for the past few days in fact, The misty, chilly kinda weather that no matter how many layers of clothing you put on yourself it's useless. Not that I'm complaining too much, I love the cold and am enjoying it... while not feeling my toes...
Only a few months into this blog and I'm already writing this on a weekly/biweekly basis. I really seriously think I need to stop thinking about writing stuff and actually do some writing... then again, how many times have I said that already? hahahahaha
I have been working very hard on my little business. So hard that sometimes I don't want to stop, not because I have a dying urge to do everything I can/can't, but because if I stop and look back and forward and get perspective, I am afraid that I will be defeated by the enormous amount of work that needs to be done that I'll lose the drive and the courage to keep moving forward. My work day isn't really that tough, in fact there are a lot of time where I can just bluff around even while I'm working. So I really don't know what I'm complaining about. I think it has more to do with the constant stress of wanting to achieve great performance that is really draining me. After all, my entire survival seems to depend on it. I'm really working very hard to get out of this initial stage and start getting some return... so at least there is one aspect of my life that don't look so sad...
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1 comment:
geez, stop complaining!! when you have work, u get defeated. when you don't have work, you get defeated too! aiyoh!!
need to pull yourself out of the pessimist mode ok? i will be back soon and we can work side by side! and become cmputer geek! hehehe, i m not complaining even if i m the one stuck with a slow computer! hehehe
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