from being so happy...

...to being very sad.

went to 5H today, cleaned up the place, sat there and ate bits of my salad, drank a beer, read NW, did crossword and feel very alone.

of coz that started much earlier, i donno if i'm really crumbling but at least it feels that way, my appetite shrunk (not entirely a bad thing), i had emotional ourburst at work, and i keep picking races while i drive that i think i just scared some poor little woman who was driving a toyota corolla tonight (reminds me once again never to buy that sissy, powerless, cars from that maker with the too-soft-suspension...).

well i shouldn't really complain since i get to speed and drive like crazy to blow some steam off...

and my sister's prefect, perfect x'mas gift helps a lot...SATC ROCKS!!!