and on the second day...

This is a very slow and dreadful day indeed, I can already smell the explosives... mostly from me... but really I'm allowed and he's not.

Oh... I don't know how I'm gonna get through this day... How could he have brought over her laptop and helped her set up windows right in front of me when he's claiming he's working? And to think he had the guts to ask ME if i have the software... How dare he!? Did I just bring this upon myself?

He didn't want to be with me, but want to be involved in the business with me and I'm allowing it... And we can't have a good personal relationship but we can have a good business partnership? How is it that I couldn't trust him as a boyfriend but I should trust him as a business partner? This has to be a buffoon... Please just shoot me... I'm just too chicken to make up my mind and stand by my grounds...

Oh oh oh... a long day ahead, be back later for updates...