a pounding heart...

v. exciting about tonight
got some major catch up to do...
i've been a bit nervous for a while now...
ok maybe i'm nervous for some other reasons...
but there are definitely those blushing kind of nervousness...
or i'm just not making sense... which i seem to be making quite often lately...

got a bit of work done today, got some lone time with friends during the day... it's all suddenly looking a little tiny bit better... still searching for my strength...