On the eve of Sydney...

Gee I've been pretty lazy with this!!! A whole 9 days without writing one thing!!!

Leaving for Sydney tomorrow morning, flight is at 0755... Quite a killer really. And apparently I'm flying A333 with no PTV. I'm hoping hard that it's gonna be a 747 with PTV!!!

Been coughing bad these few days, other than that didn't really feel sick much. Then mom made me see a doctor and after taking all the medication (I'm not even gonna go into details what the doc said to scare me!) I feel sicker than ever! Those medicine has slowed me down!!! Now I do look sick!

Anyway, I'm glad all the woes with the ties are over now. I hope everyone's gonna have a happy trip!

Happy Birthday Danny!!!

Another Birthday Celebration!!!

I know January is a very popular month, nine months prior to this month it's... April... the festive Easter mood? I really don't know, and don't quite want to think about it...

Anyway after some chaotic organisation by John (Thanks!!!) We were finally able to sit down at this nice Thai restaurant and eat. The meal finished with a yummy Tiramisu cake (Thanks Cherry!!!). And we have ourselves two very happy birthday people!

The photos for some reason I couldn't upload... If you want them, just ask me!

boiling blood...

sometimes one wonders if the nastiness in one's character is really brought on by environment or if it's already certain something in the character that directs how one reacts...

at any given time or day there's no predicting what someone might do... i saw two very hurt ppl tonight attemping to talk... whose kidding who? those who are brave enough to stand up and say they may not the the total victim and try to take some responsibility gets stymy to ground zero. is playing victim really the better of two evils? it's not a game and no one wins but a lot of people lost. maybe our society is really full of walking zombies with limbs they can't lift while trying to find their life again. whoever run slower gets buffy. (with no disrespect to the show as i must admit secretly that i have watched many a slayer fest...)

i want to keep my respect for certain people, and keep my cool... but in this situation... i can't help but say, what a loser, low life fucker that some people can turn out to be when they are stung. we are all victims of our own actions... why shove it in someone else's face? the donations should have come from within us...

My Birthday Dinner...

A lovely pic of the family...


My flaming love... The everlasting classic... Baked Alaska!!!

Had a lovely evening with dinner in Aberdeen Boat Club. Haven't been there for ages and misses this little sweet. Aside from that, well life is life, sometimes it's just the appreciation of having a full stomach and ever more if it's a delicious one.

Many other things hang over my head like a cloudy day all by itself concentrated on my small area... it's really hard to shake off no matter how hard you try.

Disappointment really is much much worse than pure hatre.

All in all I had a good day. Wish there are more good days to come in the year. For everyone.

my day...

hehhe it's my birthday today!!!

Happy Birthday to ME!!!

Nothing special but had a lot of mutton last night and it was great!!! Going to ABC for dinner tonight!

Picking up paces on the starting up again thingy. Getting quicker and better these days, practice makes perfects!

Will be back to write more...

a walk by the harbour...

breath taking view!!!

the day after yesterday...

the sun is out today. although the weather is still cold, the sun is a bit reassuring that the world is not gonna crumble. or will it? apparently saudi arabia snowed around christmas time. the very first in the history of that place. snowing in the sun scorching middle east.

by the way everyone, i have changed my mobile number in hong kong, it's not 9743 1398 (852 country code). mom told me the old number was jinxing me too much! well at this point i will believe in anything! just anything!

talk about a bad day...

if there are indeed bad karma, then today has to be one of those shiny samples. this day, is bad on so many levels. what's next? a year full of days like this? or that it could get worse before even being alive alone is better already? i really really dont want to jinx the year but man... it damn well better get much much much better after such a shitty start!!!!!!!!!

what the fuck man!!!

my new tie site has been shut down again. what kinda shit is this really? feel like a deflated balloon. honestly, i really don't think i deserve it. and although there's no direct relationship, i will happily traced the blame back to hoffrey whom had he not mugged around with the first site and got us deregistered in the first place then i won't be having his problem today. fucking irresponsible bastard who is still haunting me like a sorry ghost with a stinging tail with a shadow lurking just around the corner. i wish he'd go to hell for there are no worse place that is better suited for his type of faggoty big fat drama queen asshole. fuck him fuck hum fuck him! fuck fuck fuck! he should go fuck himself! stupid fish fucker!

funny though, ihad the best sleep for while last night after finding out what happened. i think i was very conciously and subconciously making myself sleep. that was the only thing that could relieve me from the flood of feelings that i saw coming my way which i didnt want to deal with yet. (it took me and cel a whole minute to figure out which word to use in this case, relief or relieve, geez my english is getting bad, don't be surprised be i start not making sense... oh i already dont even with correct grammar... hmm...)

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

another new beginning...still the same old me...

entering almost the end of the 4th day of the new year and things are... well... not much different. it's hard to shake off what was supposed to be last year's and defining what is this year's. janurary is just another month that comes after december instead of a whole new beginning in itself. decidedly very different from what i felt in previous years. secretly i think i'm just dreading the forward motion of time... then again going backward really isn't an option...

there were so much i had wanted to write a few days ago when i was deprived access to my own blog due to stupid connection problem up north. i could read it in chinese alright with google translation, but nothing much else i could have done.

back home, i've been wanting to write what i wanted to write for a few days and i couldn't squeeze one word out. odd. maybe things are just like that. when you don't have it you want it. when you have it you don't really think much about it or keep the effort up. such is human nature.

read stella and cel's blog and they both did some reflections of their own. i didn't. first, maybe it's just not my thing; second, i really don't want to have to recap what happened. usually when you do reflections, what comes to mind are things that are major, important, or have dragged on for a while to make itself of enough significance for one to remember. all of which i do not want to remember, mention, or think about. i fled the scene as quickly as i could and i don't ever want to go back to.

cel just got me distracted talking about phones and stuff and other silly stuff and now i'm in a very happy mood and unable to continue what i was going to write... damn i miss her when she's NOT around me hahahahahahahahah

by the way ppl, i am looking at 2 phones at the moment that i want to change. one is nokia 7270 and the other one is nokia 7280 (which is really sleek and stylish!!!) but i think i will end up going for 7270 since i have wanted a flip phone for a very long time and i really wan a practical phone. after that i will be looking at buying a O2 xda IIs pda hahahahahahahhaha. it's a bit pricey for me though...

hmm new year resolutions... just keep my head low and work and enjoy life in the mean time i guess. i think that's the most solid way of going through one's life. yeah... that's like... my excuse for not having an actual new year resolution that i can chuck at the end of this year!!! hahahaha!!!

oh well everyone, have a good one this year!!!