my new tie site has been shut down again. what kinda shit is this really? feel like a deflated balloon. honestly, i really don't think i deserve it. and although there's no direct relationship, i will happily traced the blame back to hoffrey whom had he not mugged around with the first site and got us deregistered in the first place then i won't be having his problem today. fucking irresponsible bastard who is still haunting me like a sorry ghost with a stinging tail with a shadow lurking just around the corner. i wish he'd go to hell for there are no worse place that is better suited for his type of faggoty big fat drama queen asshole. fuck him fuck hum fuck him! fuck fuck fuck! he should go fuck himself! stupid fish fucker!
funny though, ihad the best sleep for while last night after finding out what happened. i think i was very conciously and subconciously making myself sleep. that was the only thing that could relieve me from the flood of feelings that i saw coming my way which i didnt want to deal with yet. (it took me and cel a whole minute to figure out which word to use in this case, relief or relieve, geez my english is getting bad, don't be surprised be i start not making sense... oh i already dont even with correct grammar... hmm...)
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
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