another new beginning...still the same old me...

entering almost the end of the 4th day of the new year and things are... well... not much different. it's hard to shake off what was supposed to be last year's and defining what is this year's. janurary is just another month that comes after december instead of a whole new beginning in itself. decidedly very different from what i felt in previous years. secretly i think i'm just dreading the forward motion of time... then again going backward really isn't an option...

there were so much i had wanted to write a few days ago when i was deprived access to my own blog due to stupid connection problem up north. i could read it in chinese alright with google translation, but nothing much else i could have done.

back home, i've been wanting to write what i wanted to write for a few days and i couldn't squeeze one word out. odd. maybe things are just like that. when you don't have it you want it. when you have it you don't really think much about it or keep the effort up. such is human nature.

read stella and cel's blog and they both did some reflections of their own. i didn't. first, maybe it's just not my thing; second, i really don't want to have to recap what happened. usually when you do reflections, what comes to mind are things that are major, important, or have dragged on for a while to make itself of enough significance for one to remember. all of which i do not want to remember, mention, or think about. i fled the scene as quickly as i could and i don't ever want to go back to.

cel just got me distracted talking about phones and stuff and other silly stuff and now i'm in a very happy mood and unable to continue what i was going to write... damn i miss her when she's NOT around me hahahahahahahahah

by the way ppl, i am looking at 2 phones at the moment that i want to change. one is nokia 7270 and the other one is nokia 7280 (which is really sleek and stylish!!!) but i think i will end up going for 7270 since i have wanted a flip phone for a very long time and i really wan a practical phone. after that i will be looking at buying a O2 xda IIs pda hahahahahahahhaha. it's a bit pricey for me though...

hmm new year resolutions... just keep my head low and work and enjoy life in the mean time i guess. i think that's the most solid way of going through one's life. yeah... that's like... my excuse for not having an actual new year resolution that i can chuck at the end of this year!!! hahahaha!!!

oh well everyone, have a good one this year!!!